ok so ive started this off again , lets see how long it lasts for

my day to day life is filled with allsorts of goings on and pottering about , a new semista is about to start too in my education FML LITERALLY FML

boy: things on that front arent too well few in mind , a few id like to watch get ran over by a large truck , a few a wouldnt mind sharing my bed with and a few id gladly kick out of bed . but hey lets see where it goes .

personal issues : ok so my body image is still no1 at the moment . i keep waking up after terrible nightmares about surgery going wrong , yet i have no ideas what i means . scary huh anyhow its the 1st which means my super duper lean mean fat burning diet kicks off THE JOY but i need to do it . ive told myself no more photoshoots till im at least 2 dress sizes smaller . so im going to purchase some more t5’s and shift my ass back into a 12 hopefully my chest will go smaller too I HOPE

home issues : EUH I NEED A NEW BLOG FOR THAT

friend issues: ok so 14 weeks and what ive seen one close friend if that . yet ive made a few new friends even tho i spent most my time in bed yeah 2k10 was spent in my 4 walled room its like a box but not cardboard or smelly . quite vintage and student like . but yeah friends what friends . there only there to watch you fall and laugh

music issues: what the hell am i listening to nowdays ok ok the xx and laura marling help me survive everyday with a hand from ellie goulding and la roux too oh and i blame coco

ill think of more to post soon :)