ok so the past 3/4 days have been rather nice / eventful

my boy came up from sandy ( yes thats a place ) on thursday evening , so i booked us a nice little suprise nothing major just some “us time” in a quiet little hotel . and we had some very much needed time away from friends and family and just general crap in life

however the past day or so has been rather bad on both of us

grahams car ( joey the beemer) has broken down , well its his own fault he did like 75 round a 40 slow corner so he blew the turbo out which meant his plan of going home saturday and packing ready for coventry this week has gone out of the window , so he stayed overnight and got to meet the “fuckers” well the dragon and the girls . i cant get over how rude my family were tho to my guest . even graham was gobsmacked .

ok so my mum doesnt like to see me happy , she never has . just because he life is shite she thinks mine should be too . anyhow he got to finally meet her , he crashed over at then this morning he waited for the tow truck to take him to his hire car place , bless

as for me , well where to start , my family treat me like im something they stepped in and my so called friends use me to every advantage they can ( as ive found out)

ive had enough . i want away from all of them and everything in this god forsaken city .

im also giving in my notice on my course too , ive thought long and hard about this and if im to make “space cakez ” a successful business i cant go to my lectures and work and run a buisness all at the same time

heck im not wonderwoman , so yeah handing in my notice tomorrow which is gonna piss mother off even more but i dont care any more ive given up .

yeah so as you can tell stress stress & more stress

OH WELL